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  Searching For Sara | Heart of the Blessed, Book 1

  Extended Edition, By Nona Mae King

  Published by Nona Mae King [Angel Breath Books]

  Smashwords Edition

  2005 - First Printing

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  2013 - Third Printing

  2014 – Fourth Printing (Extended Edition)

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  This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and events are products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, locales or events is entirely coincidental.

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  Dedicated in loving memory to Mother

  Lynna Kreyssler Johnson

  May 9,1946 ~ December 15, 2014

  I love you, Mamma. Please be proud of me.

  ~**~

  Searching for Sara

  Heart of the Blessed, Book One

  Extended Edition

  The Beatitudes

  Blessed are the poor in spirit,

  For theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

  Blessed are those who mourn,

  For they shall be comforted.

  Blessed are the meek,

  For they shall inherit the earth.

  Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,

  For they shall be filled.

  Blessed are the merciful,

  For they shall obtain mercy.

  Blessed are the pure in heart,

  For they shall see God.

  Blessed are the peacemakers,

  For they shall be called sons of God.

  Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness’ sake,

  For theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

  - Matthew 5:3-10 (NKJV)

  One

  Freedom’s Whisper

  February, 1892 | London

  Sara’s heart thudded in her chest as she crammed her scant possessions into the worn valise. A shout echoed through the hall. She cast a furtive glance over her shoulder. Her trembling hands clutched the black frock to her chest. The door to her cell-sized room remained shut, but the bellowing from the floor below escalated. A door slammed.

  Sara latched her valise. The finality rang in her ears and beat in her heart. No more. Tonight would be the last day she cowered. She rushed for the door and peeked out. Reverberating steps hurried her from the room and into the back hall. Would she make it free in time? Dear Lord, please help me!

  Her friend Beth stepped from the kitchen and beckoned her. The scullery maid’s lank black hair escaped in wisps from her white mob cap. Sara rushed through the kitchen and into the chill February air. Big Ben chimed the midnight hour.

  Beth tucked an old pair of gloves into Sara’s hands. “You get thee gone, Sara. Do no’ look back. Do no’ even think on us. You be done with the servant’s life here and get thee to America like you promised.”

  Sara clutched the young woman to her, tears burning her dark blue eyes. “Beth... I wish you would come with me.”

  Beth pushed back, her brown eyes red-rimmed. “I wish too, Sara, but—get thee gone,” she cried. Then she fled and bolted the door closed behind her.

  Sara stifled a sob and rushed through the cobbled streets toward the old church from her childhood. If the old priest, Amicus, did not remember her, God would provide another way. How could she believe anything less? The first step for freedom would be her responsibility.

  All else would rest in the good Lord’s hands.

  ~ ~ ~

  March, 1892

  Sara stared beyond the plain teacup. When she ventured to the docks that morning, the fear of being seen by someone from Mr. Brockle’s household dogged her every step. But now there rose a much more daunting obstacle. How long would it take to save such a sum as she needed for but a third class fare? There was also spending money she would need in America: food, lodging, cab fare, clothes.... She hid her face in her hands. Why had she not waited to leave? Two more days and she would have secured her past wages.

  She forced her back to straightened, clasping hands in her lap as her cooling tea once more drew her stare. No, she would not give up hope. Despair was not of the Lord. He could be trusted with this as well, and He would fulfill His promises.

  A step behind her drew her gaze. An older woman with raven locks and silver eyes stood at the doorway. She exuded regal grace, her satin brocade walking dress immaculate. The hat upon her raven tresses alight with various shades of blue, two doves perched upon the brim and arranged in such a way as to seem the wings of angels shielding her from the sun.

  Sara bobbed a curtsy. “Good morning, mum.”

  The woman inclined her head. “I noticed the light and expected the priest.”

  “I’m sorry, mum. He stepped away until the morrow.” Nervous tension set her knees to trembling. She indicated the tea service. “Would you care to take tea, mum?”

  “Thank you, dear. That would be grand.”

  The woman slipped from her kid gloves and lowered herself with noble poise to the straight-back chair across from her. Sara readied another cup.

  “Are you kin, dear?”

  “No, mum. He was a close friend of my mum before she passed.” He had given her a first Bible, long since lost.

  “Will you be visiting long?” She accepted the tea, the tone of her question courtesy rather than interest.

  “I... I do no’ know, mum.”

  “Well, regardless, I am certain he is pleased to have the company.” She sipped her tea and perused her surroundings with a slight smile. “I also knew him as a child. It will be good to reminisce over better days.” The woman focused those silver blue eyes on Sara. “I wonder if you are the young woman he discussed in his letter?”

  Sara’s teacup chinked upon its saucer.

  “Do you journey for America?”

  “M-mum?” Did the household know? Why would he betray her?

  “My daughter is to be wed in little more than half-a-year. She is in need of a few items yet for her trousseau.” The woman paused to sip her tea, those sharp eyes of blue never wandering their scrutiny. “Should you accept the duty of the design and creation, I shall pay handsomely. In addition, I will pass the knowledge of your skill to my friends. You should accumulate wealth enough to pay for your passage before the storms of the next season.”

  Speechless wonder fogged Sara’s mind, her eyes unable to retreat from the older woman’s unflinching gaze.

  The woman smiled, set aside her cup, and stood. She extended a card. “This
is where I can be reached. I will forward my daughter’s measurements to you. Should you require anything more, send a note however you wish. Discretion is my intent. Good day, dear.”

  Sara blinked after her, even after the closure of the sturdy cedar door. Then she lowered her head and whispered a blessing, silent tears wet her clasped hands.

  ~ ~ ~

  September, 1893

  “You have a letter.”

  Sara’s head snapped up, the pencil slipping from her trembling fingers to clatter upon the hardwood floor. Her hands clutched her sketchbook. The priest’s smile did nothing to soothe her nerves as he presented her an envelope. “Is it... ? ”

  “From America? Indeed, Miss Sara. From a Mr. Christopher Lake. Virginia.”

  Her hands couldn’t release their hold on the sketchbook as she stared at the elegant handwriting. How many months slipped away since her letter requesting instructions? Almost long enough to quench her remaining embers of hope. But each day a whisper greeted her in the quiet hours of the morning as she read the scriptures. To be still and trust in her Lord’s provision. Now, when faced with the realization of all her dreams.... “I-I can no’. Please, sir. Could you... could you read it to me?”

  “Of course, my dear.” The elderly priest sat in the straight-back chair across from her in the quiet living quarters behind the small church’s main room. He set his spectacles upon his bulbous nose and peered at the writing, his head tilted to allow better focus.

  Miss Sara Little,

  I hope this letter finds you well.

  In answer to your request for travel instructions, please find the following information. I hope this is helpful to you.

  Firstly, find the passenger vessel ‘Dawn’s Angel’ captained by a gentleman by the name of Robert Cowell. Mention the names Carla and Christopher Lake and he will book you passage at a discounted rate. If this letter finds you in time, he will be leaving the port nearest you on September 20th, 1893, at eight in the evening.

  Secondly, once the ship arrives in New York, there should be an almost immediate departure of a passenger train for Richmond, Virginia. If Capt. Cowell arrives on time (he is generally a day or so early), you should have plenty of time to purchase a ticket. Should you not have enough to cover the cost of passage, again, explain your situation and mention my name and the ticket-master will take care of the rest. The train is due to depart on January 3rd, 1894, at one in the afternoon. Depending upon how early Capt. Cowell arrives in port, he will be responsible for arranging your stay in a hotel.

  According to the schedule I’ve enclosed with this letter, the train is due to arrive at or before noon the following day; someone will be waiting for you at the station.

  Good luck and safe traveling.

  Christopher Lake

  The priest lowered the letter. “Well. Now that is fine. What a blessing the Lord has brought upon you, my dear.”

  Eyes closed and lips trembling, Sara clasped her hands to her chest. A prayer of thanksgiving warmed her heart, the anxiety subsiding to a stronger glow of hope. Tomorrow.... Blessed tomorrow would find her journeying to America!

  Two

  Journeys

  3 January 1894 | New York

  The passenger car of The New York Central beckoned Sara with its sharp whistle. Her gloved hand clasped her valise. In London the days bled into months as she scraped and saved for this journey. But each morning the Amicus offered encouragements from the scriptures. Each morning those whispered in the quiet hours as she sat by herself. Be still. Trust the Lord’s provision.

  Now.... Could she truly be faced with the realization of her dreams? Did freedom from every belittling bark now linger at the next station in Richmond, Virginia?

  She squashed down her charcoal bonnet as a sharp breeze tugged the ribbons.

  “All aboard, miss?” The conductor’s wrinkled face drew her gaze. He broke into a kind smile. “We’re about to get underway.”

  “Oh! Yes, thank you.” Her English lilt drew glances from the other passengers as he helped her ascend the steep steps.

  Sara paused on the outer platform of the passenger car, eagerness battling with the anxiety of the unknown. No more fear, she promised herself. Her chin rose and she clutched the heavy shawl tighter around her before pushing inside. She settled into the first empty seat as the locomotive lurched forward.

  She set her valise onto the seat beside her and retrieved a faded journal, a snub-nosed pencil, and a worn leather portfolio of yellowed paper. Together they stood as the compilation of her adventure to date. A visual and verbal representation of every struggle from the time her mother passed until today, her moment of freedom from scorn and cruelty.

  The journal rasped in welcome as she revealed its dog-eared pages, skimming those entries leading to the day she penned her first, blessed letter to America. How many years since that communication? Two? Almost three? Sara freed the worn response from the journal’s grasp, unfolding the pages with care. Her lips trembled upward as she again read those words which invited her to hope.

  Dear Sara,

  I felt such relief at the receipt of your letter! A mutual friend wrote of you, but she did not feel certain you would respond. For truth, she and her husband are of the mind your employer treats you with a harsh hand. She has insisted, and I agree, that you deserve a place better suited to your sensitive nature.

  My husband and I have long held a passion for providing people with opportunities for greatness. I feel the Lord’s hand upon my heart and I brim with concern. Please accept my invitation to come and choose your possible future. My husband and I will fully support you, whatever your chosen path.

  Please write back with any questions you might have, Sara. We are eager to assist you however you need.

  In Christ,

  Carla Thiesen Lake

  Sara’s eyes burned as she returned the letter to its place, smoothing its slight creases with quaking fingers. Thank You for this blessing. Tears dripped from her chin to her clasped hands.

  “Excuse me, miss?”

  She startled and looked up, fumbling for the kerchief at her cuff. “Yes, sir?”

  “Ticket?”

  “Oh! Yes. It is here in my bag.” Her search of the usual pocket for such items resulted in nothing. “This is odd.”

  “Where are you traveling from, miss?”

  “London.” Frustration stung in her eyes. “Dear me. It should be just here.”

  “London you say, miss?” The conductor whistled through his teeth and set his cap back upon his head. “You’ve been on quite the journey!”

  Sara paused in her search to both gather her wits and offer him a smile. “I have, sir, but it has been a dream of mine for such a long time.”

  “You haven’t been this way before?”

  “No, sir.” But she would not allow herself to worry. Directions were, even now, in her journal waiting for the last leg of her journey.

  “Where are you headed to, miss? Washington or Richmond hereafter?”

  “Richmond. I... is there a transfer?”

  “No, miss. At Washington we wait for a bit to board up and unload, and then we’re off the rest of the way. But you seek me out should you have any question. Anything at all.”

  “Thank you, sir. I will.” Sara’s focus dove once more into the depths of her valise. “There is a pocket specifically for that ticket—Mercy! Here it is. I must have died a thousand deaths just now,” she said, laughing.

  He punched the appropriate corner of the ticket. Then he read the specifics of her itinerary, nodding along as if a voice explained their meaning. He offered her back the item and motioned forward. “Come this way, miss, and I’ll show you your berth for the night.”

  Shock and confusion pulled at her smile. “M-my berth?”

  “Aye, miss. You will be here in the coach during the day trip, right enough, but you will have a berth for tonight. In the sleeper car, and that be just up here a bit.”

  Sara mutely rose,
following the conductor as he continued on his way, punching tickets from those scattered passengers on his way through the car.

  “It’s nothing fancy, of course, but you’ll have your own space and the people that’re above and below usually do a right fine job of keeping themselves quiet.”

  She didn’t trust her voice to offer much more than a quiet acknowledgement. When she stood in the warm and narrow hall of the sleeper car, he pulled aside the heavy curtain to a small compartment with a mattress and pillow within. As mentioned, there were similar compartments above and below.

  “There you have it.” He stowed her valise into the compartment. “I don’t know much about how they do things across the water, miss, but you should be comfortable enough here, right?”

  “I.... Thank you so much, sir. It is certainly more than I expected.”

  “Miss?”

  “I thought I would sleep in the coach. I did not know the price of the ticket meant....”

  The conductor chuckled. “Ah no, miss. There will also be coffee and tea in the dining car just through there. Also included in the cost of the ticket.” He tipped his cap. “You remember what I said, miss. Let me know if you need anything.”

  “Thank you, sir.”

  He continued on.

  Sara lowered her gaze to her journal, caressing the front of it as she retrieved her pencil and portfolio from her valise and made her way once more to the coach. The scenes from her adventure played in her imagination, speaking to her with an intense urge to put her gratitude onto paper.

  She sat in the seat nearest the door, again turning the pages of her journal with absent deliberation. Her fingers paused and she stared upon the elegant script of the letter within. It fluttered into her fingers, quivering in the slight breeze of the passenger car.